I need to ask you to forgive me…
…for letting myself go and not even trying
…for making up so many lies in my head about not being beautiful enough for you
…for just knowing and telling myself that I was not good enough for you
…and telling myself that our marriage would fail and you would not be faithful to me.
I am SO, SO SORRY.
Will you PLEASE forgive me?
I want to vow again before God and you that I will stay faithful to you and never give up on our marriage.
If I say I want it, then I must put all I have into it, and try all the time–not just when it is easy.
As God is my witness (Who is always there), I will make our love my first priority, after my walk with the Lord.
I am trusting Him to teach me how to love you.
Please help me to stay on track as I work on making myself healthier for the Lord to use…mind, body, & soul.
I love you.